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gosh!! i  nearly lost it today….that guy really pissed me off! who the he** does he think he is??? go to he** for all i care!!! how i HATE his subject already…

just because i wasn’t looking doesnt mean i wasn’t listening…i was listening when you informed us about the whole crap, u creepy old man!!

i was so so so angry that i nearly cried…i never thought i could ever felt such hatred towards someone i should respect by rights….i felt so disgusted and evil thoughts came rushing to my mind…i don’t mind doing all the required tasks but please be considerate…this guy is the perfect example for an inhuman pragmatic piece of ………( u fill the gap with any words u think is suitable)

i was targetted throughout the period…that just anger me further so i retiliated through my facial expressions…i just didnt give it a damn…u want to look for troubles, i’ll give u one, better still i’ll give u some!

he thinks so highly of himself yet i just pity him….poor old man, looking for attention that he resorted to such pathetic gimmicks….what goes around, comes around baby so i shall have my revenge one day, mark my words u old slimy thing!!!

among all subjects, i’m kind of weak in my national language….now, because of this one person, i loathe learning the subject…

honestly, i think he has an agenda of his own….is this the right thing to show to ur students??? gosh, what the heck is he thinking??? i bet he ever think at all (LOL)

2moro, i’m going to present a topic on body language…i can already think of the drama that is going to unfold in my class in 24 hours or so…that guy is a psycho!! i thought i was the only one at odd with his accentric attitude but my collegues share the same view….hrrmmm, i hope god will have mercy on him, poor guy..looking for attention that he resorted to torture us with his reverse views on certain topics…do u think we are stupid meh?? heeeelllloooooo!!! get a life, man. u really need guidance and counselling, i tell u…

my friend once told me not to bother about this guy or else u might just bump into him numerous times..yeah, fat chance! but what do you know.. last week, i went out to have supper with my family and towards the end of the occasion, he was there too at the counter…darn, what a luck!!! luckily, i’m kind of common faces so i don’t think he recognize me…i hope i won’t bump into him any time sooner outside campus or i’ll consider myself jinxed (LOL)

well, whatever gonna happens, gonna happens so if fate decides to play with me 2moro, what the heck…just face it then….chow!!!

my day started quite bad…i’m not complaining just wanted to ponder on what happened today.. i woke up a bit late but managed to get to campus on time…i had to turn back coz i thought i left my hp which was actually safe and sound in my handbag which was in my car…how silly could i get? i just wanted to curse myself but then again for what?? anyhow, i reached the place around 7.20am…due to some wiring prob, we changed venue and i got reprimded by a guy for parking my car incorrectly…because of my car, he was having difficulty to open his door on the driver’s seat..he was kind of a huge guy…but then again, i was in my parking box what??aiyohh!!! anyway, i apologized to him then drove to the new place…oh yeah, i was so eager to read the comments on my journal, hoping to get good feedbacks but my hopes were crushed with the cold comments…i think she doesn’t really like me for no apparent reasons…for the past weeks, she rarely called my name or even look at me (frown) i hv no idea why??? the psychology class went ok…i nearly fall asleep in one class coz the guy bored me to death…i can’t stop yawning till my eyes watered as if i was crying…gosh, his proficiency really kills me!!! i forgot to do something important last week so i guess, i’ll be paying for my carelessness tonite, aiyohhh!!! well, what a day…gonna call it a stop now, a lot of things await me tonite, tch!tch!tch! daa!!!

i called him just for fun coz i thought the call won’t be connected but what do you know? it went through!! i was taken by surprised that i hang up…the next thing i knew, i was screaming like a madwoman, wehuuu!!! luckily i was driving at an empty street so i didnt make a fool of myself, grinning from ear to ear and smiling like there is nothing to worry about in this world…

anyhow, i just can’t wait to pull over and call him straight away…well, i did just that and guess what? he was unable to chat coz he got company…great, just great.

i was dissappointed, i admit to that yet i do understand his situation…let me be clear, he’s nobody’s husband, boyfriend or fiancee or anything, the man is MINE yet due to some circumstances, we kind of hiding things from our friends and the rest of the world…we both are not ready to declare it publicly…yet.

i’m a novice when it comes to the matter of love…yeah, i guess i’ve fallen in love with him

i miss him terribly that i cried…i just don’t get it…why should i cried? is it normal? gosh, i thought i was going crazy but one of my girfriensd ( a female friend, ya?) tells me that it is normal to cry over a man 4 missing him, there’s nothing to worry about, chill

hearing that calmed me down…so, it is normal then, huh? thank god!!!!

we wont be seeing each other untill the end of the year so it’s a long way to go…i just feel like fastforwarding the time to december so that i can see him again…what a tall wish, huh?

i do care for him so much…i have him in my thoughts, prayers and mind all the time…being apart really test my heart especially when our songs are in the air…that is when my teardops dam is broken…

he keeps telling me to be patience and pledges his heart to me and only me…i trust him yet the feeling of missing him that tortures me the most….well, time will fly and god willing, we’ll be seeing each other again…how i miss you dear….1437!!!