th 1437, i will
ii’m still grieving, that’s for sure….i promised not to do that but i was so overwhelmed with grief….it is hard….but, i will come out okay, i know that.
i saw friends of my bro-in-law today…they are fresh, young, full of life and that reminded me of him….
i knew someone who is in similar situation like me. because of their relationship, my friend had to change to suit the partner’s background…people talk about the drastic change and i dont want that to happen to him…i want him to enjoy his life as i do…
to hear his laughter again after weeks of separation really brighten my dimmed life….i thanked god 4 giving me the chance to have my music of my heart even for a brief minute….
it is hard to do this on my own….i pretended to be okay but at most times, i feel an overwhelming sadness, promising to drowned me in a doom life….
1437 he asked of me and i said yes…and i still do. god, help me…
