sigh….
i am now at betong, a small town. more to be a mini town according to my standard.
one of my former students contacted me and it was nice….
after a while, he asked about him…what happened between us….
he heard that we are no longer an item…
wow! what a question….i asked him of what he knew….
i’m just so tired playing games with him about my love life so i told him the truth…..i told him it pained me to lose him, the first guy i ever cared about…however, i told him tha i am not hating anyone for the sad ending of my relationship….
talking about it made me sad again…all this while, i thought i am 100% over him but i now i think i still need time…
the pain is still there but not as painful as it was….it hurts a bit but i’m trying to get over it..he sounds ok when i called him and i am glad he’s doing okay…
pls god, give me strength…..
