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bitterness will detroy me, i know that. it is just so darn difficult when it comes to the matter of the heart. rationally thinking, if he pops the question, i would surely let him down and yet when he says he has found the one, i dont feel happy for him….why huh?

i want him but i dont want him either….i am happy when we are close yet i dont want our friendship to be more than that….i prefer to be on a friendly terms with him…perhaps i am afraid to lose someone as good as him….

he is just a friend, someone i met about a month or so….he has the qualities that i look for yet i have so many competitors to get to his heart…

he says he doesnt go for look, it is the inner beauty that he looks at…hmmmm, is that so?

recently, he admits that his heart is stolen by someone and i was shocked…..i was numb and honestly, i am still numb…..

i did not cry but my heart…i feel disappointed? i just dont know how to describe my feelings….

sigh…..i guess, we are not meant 4 each other…..

well, good or bad, hard to say…perhaps, this is the best….

my dear friend, i wish u all the best in ur relationship. she is sure one lucky lady and i hope she realises that…